Technological Crutch

As I stood on a street corner near Washington Square Park waiting for the NYU bus, I found myself feeling sick.  Not from the smell of the local "meat" vendor down the street - though, it has been known to make a stomach churn by the mere smell of it.  I found myself feeling sick because all I could observe around me was a crowd of students "plugged in" to technology.  In a crowd of about fifteen students, not a single person (barring the sociologist within me) wasn't texting, surfing the web on their smartphones, or jamming out to their iPods.  Far be it from me to want some sort of interaction while waiting for the bus.  It's odd to deconstruct the scenario because, in my mind, the rise of new media and technology is both a godsend and a curse.  The reasons for why it's truly a gift are evident in my blogging efforts and so much more (including my lover - Google).  The reasons for calling it a curse are a bit more difficult to identifiy.  In essence, it brings about a whole new mode of analyzing human behavior.  Previously, it had been assumed that human behavior yearns for human interaction.  Typically, when we enter a new group of people, we seek out those with whom we have something in common.  For some reason, making this connection provides us with comfort and, regardless of whether we have actually made a further connection with these people, we feel connected to them from there on out.  So why, I ask, was everyone in this group of NYU students (who all share a rather large connection relative to the rest of the world) avoiding social interaction?

As a Media, Culture, and Communications major, I feel the line behind which my loyalties lie is rather blurred.  On the one hand, I feel elation when I discover the latest "app".  I revel in the fact that the rise of social media (much like my own blog) is managing to reshape our reality as we know it, finally giving us power and control to have an active stance in items such as the news.  In other words, technology has become my baby for whom I care and observe as if every moment of its life were to be valued.  On the other hand, the sociologist within me is confuddled (go ahead - Urban Dictionary it).  I can't help but be intrigued by the new human interaction trends that I'm observing on a daily basis, but I also can't help but wonder if it's a move in the right direction.  It's one thing to have technology advancing our world and another to have it replacing it.  Are we using technology to aide us in our constant endeavors to make things ever-more efficient?  Or are we simply using it to enable our independent, hide-in-our-shells, avoid-the-world life styles?

Simply put, when the younger child starts to beat up the older child...whose side do you take?

Somebody call MLK.

If you're living in NYC, right now, you're feeling the heat.  I don't mean the weather - which has, in fact, transformed me into a sweat-dripping college student - but rather, the "Islamaphobic" heat.  You can't walk more than ten blocks without seeing some sort of sign of protest - whether it's a picket, a rather unoriginal poster, or talk from the Archangel himself who claims Islam is of the Devil (and then proceeds to tell you where to go for cheap knock-off purses).

As a proud Muslim-American, myself, I have to say the whole thing makes me sick.  I'm not entirely sure how it's possible to be making such progress in areas such as technology (foursquare can attest to that) but be so backwards and regressive in areas such as civil rights.  I'm from GA, so let me be the first (or the 817th) to tell you - prejudice is not something new to this world.  We've lived through these struggles before - plenty of times, in fact.  Each time, it results in horrific circumstances - whether it means brutally killing those that are different than us or simply harassing them to brutally kill their spirit.  I like to think civil rights leaders, such as Martin Luther King Jr., did not struggle in vain.  I like to think that we learned from the messes of our ancestors.

But at the moment, I'm at a bit of a stand-still.  For the first time in history, we have an African-American president (and one for whom I very proudly cast a ballot).  At the same time, there are people being persecuted all across the United States because of the color of their skin and the religion which they practice.  Doesn't this go against the very idea on which this country was founded?  Freedom of Religion.  Isn't that what Thomas Jefferson said in 1779 - more than 230 years ago?  

"[N]o man shall be compelled to frequent or support any religious worship, place, or ministry whatsoever, nor shall be enforced, restrained, molested, or burthened in his body or goods, nor shall otherwise suffer, on account of his religious opinions or belief; but that all men shall be free to profess, and by argument to maintain, their opinions in matters of religion, and that the same shall in no wise diminish, enlarge, or affect their civil capacities."

It seems to me like Muslims are being set up to fail.  "Be American and integrate into society.  Oh, but you can't have your freedom of religion and you can't have a place of worship.  And don't be surprised if you get harassed along the way."  I love this country - for all its wonders and flaws - but there's a lesson to be learned in this (and one that it would seem should have been learned a long time ago).  America is better than this.  It's better than riots and bigots, ignorance and hatred.  It stands for something amazing and wonderful in my mind - it always has.  And yet, the current state of this country has done something else entirely.  It has molded and changed the way I feel.  It has shoved me aside and placed me behind bars for being guilty of nothing other than loving it.

America, you're breaking my heart.

Facebook - noun, verb, adj.

The world has had its share of grand innovations - Edison and the light bulb, the Wright brothers and the airplane, Salk and the polio vaccine. Today's day and age brings about yet another grand innovation: Facebook.

Facebook, one of the world's largest and fastest-growing social networks, has become more than just a way of keeping in contact. What began as a site for networking has become so much more. Facebook is…well, Facebook. 

It is a noun: "I just love Facebook!" It is a verb: "Oh my gosh - I don't know him. Let me Facebook him." It is even an adjective: "I can't believe you said that! It's so Facebook!" 

When asked what word first pops into your mind in association with "Facebook," the following words and phrases may enter your realm of thought: waste, helpful, time-consuming, addiction, time-machine (hey - I don't ask questions, here), calendar, life, enjoyment, daily ritual. 

Of course, some of these words are shockers - others are not so shocking at all. 

Facebook has become a daily part of our lives, something to check at least once a day. Maybe more. To be honest, I think a large portion of us would be completely lost without Facebook. 

What would we do in those spare moments that bore us to death? What would we do without our status updates about the newest exciting moments in our lives? What would we do in those moments that should be spent reviewing test material but instead are spent as an escape that can only be fulfilled by Facebook? 

Facebook has become…oh, excuse me - it's time for a Facebook break. Be right back.

I apologize - I'm back and fully attentive. For the next ten minutes, at least. In an A.D.D. world, Facebook fits right in. With the expanding technology and the need for convenient contact, it has found its niche. But where do we fit in in the grand scheme of things? Are we to be the masters of this contraption or the slaves of it? 

To say I have survived the temptations of Facebook would be a complete and utter lie. I did, for a while, resist the new wave of Facebook mania, but the summer before my senior year of high school, my last bit of strength got up and walked away. It didn't take long for me to get hooked on the wonder that had become Facebook.

Of course, the sane part of me still resisted the multiple applications requesting me to be someone's vampire lover and to take a quiz on whether or not I was in love with a fictional character I had never heard of. But the wonder had taken over me in ways that I was not prepared for. Before I knew it, I was spending hours at a time on Facebook without even blinking my eyes. 

I know what you're thinking - what on earth can a girl do on Facebook for hours?! Or maybe you're not puzzled by the previous question at all. Perhaps you, too, are guilty of spending an obscene amount of time writing on others' walls, scanning recent photo albums, selling your sheep on Farmville, and sending out far too many bumper stickers for anyone's own good. 

Whatever the case may be, I suddenly had to push aside normal things in my life to make room for my new friend - Facebook. Senior year was no breeze; I was youth minister at my mosque, I was the team captain of my mock trial team, I had the lead in my school play, and, to top it off, I was taking four AP courses. So why was I wasting valuable time on Facebook? Simple - everyone else was doing it.

As I soaked in the summer sun and looked forward to an exciting new year in college, I wondered where the blurred line between resourcefulness and waste of time was and how long ago I had crossed it. My time spent on Facebook could have been better spent on studying for my senior classes and college applications - things that were obviously affected by my new time-absorbing pastime. 

So what am I to do with this agonizing revelation? I suppose my goal is to get the most out of this useful networking tool. Somehow, I have managed to find that blurred line and have, with much effort, stayed on the end of resourcefulness. Here's hoping Facebook and I are able to keep a safe distance - I've heard it can be quite the jealous lover.

© Nureen Gulamali

Marked-Up

Sometimes, I wish I could just...write.  Allow the words to flow out of me and for that to be that.  Unfortunately, the only writing with which I can do this is my personal writing (including this blog).  But I wish...that I could always write freely.  Write of me.  Letters, papers, essays - it's not me.  It's formalities.  It's structure.  It's editing.  It's peers.  But it's not me.  It's this sense of rote learning and rote teaching.  I don't want that.  I want...to be able to write what I feel and think - to be able to hold it out and say, "This is it.  This is what I want to turn in.  This is me."  It doesn't work that way.  MY writing will not get me where I want to go, I'm told.  Get someone to edit it.  Have your brother look over it.  Get to the point.  Take out the nonsense.  What you want to say and how you want to say it isn't going to cut it.

It's always going to be this way, isn't it?